Chinese new year is round the corner!!!

Time do pass very fast, a new year is coming soon.... So many things happen in 2006 which i want to remember and also forget.....

There are somethings, which i believe i will never never forget them. Things that leave a great impact on my life. There are also things which i hope time could go back and therefore let me able to choose and make my decision again. There are also things i regretted and things i did not.

Sometimes i just wonder, did i make the right decision always. I have always trusted and believe myself that any decision i made it will always be the right one! Things goes on fine and well till lately i started to feel not that confident on my decisions anymore. I starting to feel that the decision i made are they wrong. I am a person which will not allow such things to happen, even if i know i made a wrong decision. I will also tell myself that the decision is correct and to follow with it.

But lately i begin to question myself more and more. I don't even trust myself at all now. What is going on with me. I realise is due to a major setback i had last year. Ever since then, i lose confidence in all things i do. I feel weak, empty and lost.

I hope after Chinese New Year, i will not feel all these shit again. I hope i have the support needed to bring me back to my feet again. And no longer feel those things again. I truly hope thing will be better for me.