Feeling really down and demoralized!!!!!

Today was a really bad day for me.... i feel so sad and demoralized!! Some things happen in the office and i rush back to office to settle it...

I do not know is it because of me that all these problems was caused? I work hard for my job and try hard to communicate with my office ppl.. I sent out SMS to them feeling sorry that due to my negligence some problems was crop up. So i apologise. But she feel it in a different manner and she even broke down and cry in the office. And now i get question by my manager asking me "do i know tat a scene was created in the office".... I feel so sad and hurt upon hearing that. It seems i was the person causing it... But why.... My manager say he is not there to pin point who is at fault and who is not. But i feel, fingers all pointing towards me.... I feel very sad.... I dunno what to do??

I tried to communicate with her more.. I dun even bypass her anymore for all things... After her crying today.. I feel it will be even harder for me to communicate with her anymore. I wonder am i capable to do my job or not, i feel like a lousy worker.

My manager arrange a meeting tomolo to tok and sort things out. But... I really dunno what is there to tok or wat should i say. I feel so stress and tired. I am really really very stress!!!!!

I really hope things can still go well for 2molo. I love my job the ppl i work with.. I can't bear to leave. But if i really need to chose to leave. Then really is bo bian le. I dunno how liao le...

I am leaving all these to the hands of god!!!